I miss you Eleonora

Eleonora, You were truly the love of my life. I miss you so much! I wish there was some way I could express my feelings toward you... But I know that there is no way. I know it must hurt to be out there all alone, away from your baby boy; but trust me love I miss you more than you could ever know. If I could only get you back... Baby I'm so sorry, I never should have let you go. I remember all the times we had together; the smoothness of your skin against me. Baby, why'd you go? It hurts me so much to think that you are out there with someone other than me. Someone elses hands have been on you, someone else have touched you. I don't know if I can take this, love... I saw your picture today, and it brought up so many memories. You were so strong when you were with me, no matter what you were there running with me. Every risk, every adventure, you stayed strong and together we pulled through them. You were so awesome; and more than that, you were mine! And I let you go. My heart is still broken baby. I hated seeing you leave! Why did I give up? Why did I finally give into the pressure of everyone else, and let you go. You were all I needed. We were perfect together, you and I; we were one.

I don't know what ewlse there is to say, except this: Babydoll, if you ever see this, please come back to me. I miss you so much.


(This was a memorial love letter to my ex-car.)